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DIRECTORY
- HOME
- POETRY
- ANOTHERBRICK, 5/9/92
- CUT, 6/23/92
- PARTY, 6/23/92
- SLOW DEATH, 7/19/92
- RAIN, 7/25/92
- ENVY, 8/15/92
- GHOSTS, 8/15/92
- ENDLESS, 9/17/92
- RELATIVITY, 10/9/92
- DARK SIDE, 10/10/92
- TRUST, 10/15/92
- LOVE, 11/2/92
- INTRIGUE, 12/1/92
- COURAGE, 12/2/92
- BATTLE, 12/4/92
- JOURNEY, 12/5/92
- TRAPPED, 12/5/92
- VOICELESS, 12/5/92
- KITTENS, 12/7/92
- YEARNING, 1/2/93
- MISSING, 1/9/93
- WILL, 1/11/93
- XENOPHOBE, 1/23/93
- ZYMOSIS, 1/27/93
- QUIET, 2/13/93
- PEACE, 2/14/93
- HALIDOM, 2/15/93
- ULULATING, 2/15/93
- OGLE, 2/17/93
- PERSISTENCE, 2/20/93
- KNOWLEDGE, 4/22/93
- NEMESIS, 4/22/93
- FEELING, 5/10/93
- CHASM, 5/30/93
- FRINGE, 6/20/93
- BELONGING, 6/26/93
- VACANCY, 6/26/93
- NIGHT RISING, 6/27/93
- RELATIONS, 8/9/93
- CYCLE, 9/10/93
- DESIRE, 9/10/93
- GREETING, 9/10/93
- NUMB. 9/10/93
- FORMULA 2.1, 9/12/93
- INFINITE, 9/26/93
- AGAIN, 11/16/93
- NATURE, 1/7/94
- STRANGER, 7/18/94
- PASSION, 12/16/94
- TEACHER, 12/19/94
- RUNNING, 9/9/95
- DISTANCE, 9/9/95
- FTP SITE
- EMAIL
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Envy
How envious can I be?
Why do I desire what he has?
His life and possessions
The adventure and triumphs
Openness and trust
Love and understanding
He is everything I wish I were
He speaks when I am silent
Goes on where I turn back
Loves when I fear to feel
Understands what I do not comprehend
Communicates when I cannot find the means
All this is the basis for my jealousy
Hardly logical
For I am god in his universe
I created him
For I am the author and he my character
I speak through him
He is my voice
Yet I still envy him
-megazone, why do I
write anyway?, 8/15/92
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